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to who ever left that comment on my thought blog saying that i leech off people and i need to grow up and whatever. It really didnt bother me if thats your opinion you can think whatever you want but I would really like to know why you couldnt say who it was instead of anonymous thats the part that made me mad that you were to scared to tell me who you were but thanks for your opinion. And everyone else if you try to look at the comment it wont be there.
thanks

Lots going on

sorry I havent wrote in a while lots has been going on in my life this week.
Lets start with Christmas eve. So like every year we went to the zoo it was lots of fun. Except I was angry I couldnt see penguins cause for some reason it was closed I think they were cleaning it or something. But its ok I'll get over it lol. Other then that it was tons of fun. Daniel and my friend Turbo (Jake) went too. We havent seen him in awhile cause all he seems to be doing is working and plus he lives in Salt Lake. I like hanging out with him cause hes Daniel only friend so its nice to see Daniel have fun that way. The only thing is he likes to poke me alot and tickle me but thats ok. And this time he tried to feed me to the turkeys. Hes silly like that. But thats about it on Christmas eve
Christmas day we woke up and us and the parents opened presents. It seems like every year Colette and Daryl has a competition to see who can get the coolest present and I think Colette won this year. She made Daryl cry it was way cute! Then everyone came over and ate "breakfast" Then me and daniel went to my great grandmas that was fun. After that we were crazy and drove in the snow to Livi and Muks. So that day was alot of fun. Me and Daniel definitely gave more then we received this year but thats ok I prefer it that way.
Well on Christmas day we came home and I said "man I itch really bad" and sure enough when I took of my shirt I had red dots all over me. And guess what it was?? Yep I have chicken pox. How? We have no idea but I have never had them before and we read that you can get them 3 weeks before you break out with them and guess where I was? The hospital lol. So we think that might be it. Anyways they are almost gone I dont itch as much. I think im pretty much over them.
Anyways thats how life has been lately. Thanks to whoever read all this lol.

Gingerbread Houses

At the Smith party me and daniel made gingerbread houses and here they are!This one is mine! Its not the greatest I suck at these things

And here is Daniels. His is an observatory!! Hes such a dork. Next year he said hes going to make a wind mill lol

Christmas Parties!

So Saturday we had to go to 2 Christmas parties. The First one was the Smith party! We ate taco salads and got gifts from everyone. And made gingerbread house. Abby did a wonderful piano number for the program we had lol. We thought she was going to sing Little Mermaid but she decided to play the piano instead and we had no idea. And for all you who dont know Abby is 4 years old so it was hilarious. Thats about it lol. It was good to see all those people again. Then we went to the Peterson Christmas party. We ate soup and had a Christmas program. It was so good. Eldons kids are so wonderfully talented. I was suppose to sing at this one but I got to scared so I didnt. Both of the parties were wonderful. I was just way tired and I wasnt feeling to good. The only sad thing was Olivia didnt stay at the Peterson party that long. And Grandma Peterson had to go home early cause she was sick. But other then that everything was good. I love the family that I have now!

Old Gang Party!

me and livi being ourselves

yes were cute ok lol

Playing Rock Band!


More Rock Band!

walked away and then found this picture lol! Nate is silly!

Friday night we decided to have an old gang party. And hang out with the people we use to hang out with all the time. To tell you the truth it was alot more fun then I was expecting. Not alot of people showed up but the ones that did are the best anyways so it didnt matter.

Thoughts

Today doesnt seem to be a very good day. Im way to stressed out thats why im writing about it! Me and Daniel think that I should get a job but I really dont want too. But hey we are broke and I really want a place of my own. I mean I love the place I live I love the people here. I just think we need to grow up a little. I mean Daniel is going to be 24 this next year he shouldnt have to be living at mommy and daddys still.
Well he said if we both do plasma I dont have to get a job but im super scared. I hate needles and everyone told me they are huge! Plus Livis arm has been so messed up by them and I bruise so easily so Im sure Im going to have huge bruises and then you have to wait to donate again till the brusies go away.
I dont know today just isnt my day I guess. I guess I should stop whining and go do something else.
Thanks for listening.

My new thing!

So guess what??? I joined Scentsy!!!! yay im so excited!!! If you dont know what Scentsy is and would like to know ask and I can tell you lol. Plus Im having a launch party on Saturday Jan 3rd at 5 if you would like to come and support me! Just let me know and I can tell you where its at :D

I have a penguin problem...

just for all that dont know Im kind of obsessed with penguins! So when its Christmas time I go crazy cause penguins are all over the place!! IT WONDERFUL! Anyways when we went to Christmas Village last night I took pictures of every penguin I saw :D I LOVE PENGUINS!

Christmas Village

Last night Me, Livi, Micheal and Daniel went to Christmas Village. It was so much fun. Here are all the great pictures!

Going for a carriage ride
Big moose! Like how I fit perfectly! lol
Can you see livis face?
Singing my heart out lol
Livi likes singing too!


Shes helping the penguin with his packages

hmm wonder whats down there

shes so cute!

Livi and Micheal
Me and Daniel
I love penguins
this reminds me of my Grandmas house at Christmas time
I named him Snowball! hes cute!
Look Jack :D

And zero!
im so freakin short!
couldnt get in this box sad i know lol

I love sock monkeys
bestest friends
My name was on the naughty list lol

she likes sitting in the holes
the giant bear ate livi oh no!
Micheal is strong!
Me and a cute gingerbread lady!

I bet you enjoyed all those pictures lol! I love Christmas time!

Sad day for Afton.....

So I was so excited to go to Wicked the Musical in April I have seen it before and I love the show! Daniel was just as excited as I was and tickets went on sale today. So I got on the computer at 10:30 and I couldnt get on the side. Well when I just checked again. They are all sold out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its from April 8- May 2 and sometime they do it twice in on day and they all sold out in a day! its crazy!!!!!! Im really sad. I know that silly but its a GREAT show!

I got tagged.

Ka tagged me to do this thing. So here it is.

I am: Afton thats the easiest way to explain me. sometimes goofy sometimes smart other times not so smart lol. Im controlling and nosy and a very jealous person. But at the same time I can be very understanding and a great listener. I'll put everyone else before myself. I try to not talk about people but it still comes out. Im confusing and very hard to understand thats why Im just Afton.

I think: about everyone elses needs before mine. That Daniel is the most amazing and perfect man on this Earth. I think about things that have happened to me in my life and try to figure out why.

I know: that things do happen for a reason, and that the Lord knows what he is doing. Its just hard to figure out why sometimes. I know that I will always love Daniel no matter what happens in this crazy life and that he is always going to be there for me. I also know that the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints is true!

I want: Daniel to get a raise so we can have a little bit more money and so we can save more and get our own house. I mean I love my in laws I just want a place of my own.

I have: lots of wonderful people in my life that I care and love. And they care and love me back. And I have the best 2 kitties in the world.

I dislike: fighting with people. When people hate me for no reason and when people dont forgive you when you made a mistake and you've said sorry about it.

I miss: Daniel when he is at work. My mom, grandma, great grandma and my brother I dont see them enough. I also miss being pregnant :(

I hear: Colette talking in the other room and music playing from the computer.

I smell: pickle dip cause I just ate some lol

I crave: subway or a hot dog from maverick yum!

I cry: Alot Im a very emotional person.

I search: to learn more about the Scriptures

I wonder: why certain things have to happen

I regret: nothing

I wish: that somethings didnt have to happen and that my grandma was happier and didnt have to work as much

I love: Daniel, all my family members, and some of my friends, my cats and the Lord

I care: about my family and friends

I always: order soda when I go out to eat even if its breakfast time. I try not to but its so good when you are eating out lol

I worry: about my grandma all the time and my mom and grams.

I am not: a normal person

I remember: not alot of things my memory isnt that good lol

I believe: in the church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints and everything they stand for.

I sing: whenever I can I love to sing!

I dont: do anything! I dont work I dont go to school. I just sit at home.

I argue: with Daryl alot

I write: when Im feeling down or really happy or bored

I win: the love of someone amazing for the rest of my life lol

I lose: when me and Daniel are talking about logical things. Hes alot smarter

I listen: to every type of music. I love music!

I dont understand: the things the Lord does sometimes but I have trust in Him that its for the best

I can be found at: my house or Livis

I need: nothing I have everything I need at this moment

I forget: alot of things

I am happy: when Im with Daniel and spending time with him.

I tag: no one lol everyone I would tag wouldnt do this anyways lol

The up close picture like I promised

Its cute! I love it! My favorite part is Dexters face he looks so mad but he always does when you take pictures and Im sure he wasnt happy wearing that hat. And then I love Tigs beard lol it has a mouse in it lol. Its way cute. Yeah they were mad that we made them wear those but they will live lol.

Doctor Said....

he thinks im fine. and that after i cycle once we can try again. yay :) im doing ok. i finally stopped bleeding (for now) just have a bad sinus infection but i got some medicine so ill start getting better. well thats pretty much all thats going on.

Christmas Card

our Christmas card :D Ill put up the regular picture as soon as I figure out how to get it off this memory card lol

Me and Ashlyn

giving kisses
smiles

shes so cute!

gave her kisses while she slept

thats us

us taking a nap

Me and my niece Ashlyn had fun today! She is 5 months old almost and so cute! i love her!

new hair

it has red and dark brown highlights . i love it! you cant see it real good in this picture but its way cute

A poem Daniel wrote for Riley

My son, my first, my beautiful baby boy
The thought of you in my life brought me great joy.
The dreams of raising, playing and lovingyou I have had.
The indescribable excitment of being your dad.
And now upon the news you won't live.
Tears flow from my face and drip like a sieve.
Though I never met you. Comfort I still find,
For you live on in my heart soul and mind.
Now I look to the day when we shall meet.
To see you in perfection from your head to your feet.
I will love you forever that is my oath.
While I am on this earth, my heart beats for us both.
-Daniel Peterson

Doctors appointment!

Just letting you all know what happened at my doctors appointment. I still have placenta in there. About the size of a silver dollar. He thinks it will be best if I pass it by myself. So I have to go back next Monday and if its still there hes going to knock me out and get it out. So its not going to be painful like last time cause hes going to put me to sleep yay lol. I hope it just comes out on its own though.
We developed the pictures of the Riley. He was so tiny. Yes he looks like an alien and its not a pretty sight. But I still think he was so beautiful. I have a ring that I wear around my neck that came in my little memory picture and I found out in the picture that he wore the ring. Well his hands fit in it. And the blanket they gave me he layed on and the teddy bear they gave me he layed by. So those things are even more special to me now.
Anyways me and Daniel are doing good. Im better then he is. He went to work but hes going to see if he can get a few days off. I think my mom is doing the worst but things will get better.

Sorry

sorry about earlier my drugs were really working lol. Anyways I remembered what I was going to say. I was going to tell you why Riley died. They said his umbical cord was tangled so he wasnt getting the things he needed and so he died. So it was nothing we have to worry about happening again well it can but its not like anything gentic and it was nothing we did. Well I have to go to the doctor tommorow to see if all the placenta is out. Please pray it is cause I dont want him scraping in there again. Anyways I bet go eat and take a nap Im really tired

A hard time.

I just wanted to let you all know that I lost my baby. On Friday I started bleeding and we rushed to the ER. There we found out that he was gone and has been gone for awhile. Probably like a week and a half cause I had a doctors appointment 2 weeks ago. Anyways they admitted me. I had to deliver him like I really was having him. The pain wasn't to bad. I was to scared to get an epidural. So every hour they would come give me some medicine in my IV. Riley Lynn Peterson was born at 5:38 am on Nov 29 2008. He weight 2 ounces and was 4 inches long. I did not see him. But they took pictures and gave us the film and we can develop them if we want which we might do. I think I can handle that I just don't think I can handle seeing him in real life. So the birth wasn't bad he just came out. He was still in his sack so I kind of felt like a cat or dog lol. Well I was fine until the doctor came in and he had to get the placenta out. OMG! That hurt so bad. I wish I had the epidural then. I think if I could handle that without any medicine really I can handle the epidural next time lol. So after that I was ok except I went to the bath room after and I guess I was about to pass out I dont know but alot of people came in then and they had to help me alot. Then they layed me down and I was out. I was so tired. But I came home yesterday. And Im ok just in pain but Im on loratabs so I feel ok right now lol. Im not sure what else I was going to say the drugs are starting to work so I will talk to you later. Thank you all for you love and support and prayers.

Fun Stuff.

So Wednesday we got our new car :D. Im so happy and I love it. Yay and thats about all I did Wednesday. With interest and stuff we pay the bank about 17,ooo which isnt too bad.
Thursday of course was Thanksgiving. We help Colette and Daryl sit up tables and chairs. Then came home and got ready. At 12 we went back to the church to eat. It was the Peterson side this year. It was alot of fun. The only sad part was Grandma Peterson wasnt there. She wasnt feeling to good. I hope she gets better soon. I would really like her to see my baby. Anyways off bad news back to Thanksgiving. So we ate some really good food there. But then we had to leave to go to ky family. I wish we could of stayed longer and played games but my family was waiting. So we went to Grams and to my surprise my Uncle Shane and Aunt Martha was there :) with there 3 kids James, Chandler and Tea. My grandma said they werent coming but I guess they tricked us all lol. I had lot of fun with them. I just wish my brother was there though. It was his dads year so he had to go with them :(. Other then that my Thanksgiving was great. Im so very thankful for all the many blessings the Lord gives me in my life :)
Today I woke up about 430. Yes I went shopping for my first year lol. I went to Staples with my mom to get me a camera. (my Christmas present from Daniel lol) I figured oh no one is going to think of Staples. Man was I wrong! But it wasnt that bad. I mean lots of people but I went in said I want this camera they said its at the cash register and then I waited in line for an hour. That was the worst part. Then we went to the mall. That wasnt to bad either. I got me 2 pairs of shoes, a dress, 2 outfits of Aiden, a cd for Daniel and a Twilight jewerly box for me. I got all that stuff and my camera for about $340. I dont think that to bad. Well were about to go play geocashing clue. Im going to take pictures on my camera so you can see too :)

yay!

we got the car!!! im so happy!! we are going in about 6 to get it yay. New fun car :D

car update

So since Daniel has very little credit and mine is all screwed up (long story) we cant get that car unless we have a cosigner. And I no one wanted to do it which i understand I dont think I would do it for anyone either cause thats a scary thing. Well my mom said i should ask Grams (great grandma) So i did and bless her heart my 73 year old great grandma is going to try to co sign with us. We just sent her stuff in and hopefuly she quailfies so we can get that car so please if you can keep us in your prayers. We need this car so Daniel has a way to work and plus i really really dont want to go other places cause car shopping isnt fun lol thanks

this is the car isnt it pretty :D

Laugh of the day!

ok do you see the measuring tape that starts on the table and goes all the way across the table and pass the chair on to the ground. Yeah some how Dexter did that and i dont know how. But i cant stop laughing about it lol. I know it was him and not Tigger cause Dexter likes to get into stuff and hes likes to drag stuff around so im sure its him. I just think its really funny lol

dont ask me why

describe is highlight in that last blog i have no idea.

wonderful day!

not really lol. So I woke not feeling to good. which always sucks. So at 7 I tried to go back to sleep to see if maybe i would feel better with a little more sleep.Well I got woke up about 9 to Daniel coming in thru the bedroom door. This is the 2nd time it has happened this week. Yesterday cause he went to leave and the check engine light came on and was blinking. Which i guess with cars are bad I have no idea Im not very good with cars. So anyways when he came in this morning I didnt even know what to think so I asked "Did you get fired." Which thank goodness the answer was no! But what did happen was our car died on the freeway on his way to work. Not even 2 blocks from where he just filled the tank. His parents had to go tow the car home. Because the motor is shot in our car :(. It was a 98 Chevey Malibu and we have had it since we have got married (2 years) But it hasnt been doing to good for awhile. So Daniel said its just going to be better if we take it to the junk yard. So now we have to buy a car. Which kind of sucks cause we are already living at my in laws so we can save money and now we have to have a car payment. But its ok we make ok money we should be ok. So we went to the Saturn dealership cause i love saturns. My grandma has had them for around 10 years and i think they are wonderful cars. Well we talked to a really nice guy. And we are hopefully getting a 05 saturn vue is there SUV so more room for stuff and it has about 40,000 miles which they said was good for a car thats 4 years old. Once again im not very good with cars lol. Its what they call Dragonfly for the color its kind of like a blue green its hard to describe but its way pretty! And it 10,991 so not bad well thats what they tell me. All were waiting for is to see what the bank says and come go back later tonight. So I hope everything goes good there. Ill let you all know and Ill take pictures and put them up soon. So this post is so long. Oh by the way Daniel finally went back to work about Noon. Thank goodness hes parents let him barrow their car since he works in Brigham. And i dont even want to think how long he will be there tomorrow to make up hours. Anyways thanks for listening to my huge story

not much going on.

But I felt like writing anyways. Not alot has been going on. Ive been really moody lately and I dont feel like being around tons of people. Plus im trying to figure out why people hate me for no reason. Ive been crying about that alot. But Ill stop being all sad like. Im down to 191 pounds now. I have lost 16 pounds since ive got pregnant. To me i think thats a bad think but no one else thinks it is and it makes my dotor happy. Its probably cause I dont eat as much crap and I dont drink as much soda as i use too. So i guess it is a good thing and im pretty sure ill gain some weight sooner or later. Well im going to go and clean downstairs cause I was suppose to do that awhile ago lol. And then go get some cream cheese to make my cheese cake for Thanksgiving. So talk to you all later and sorry this blog sounds depressing just another mood swing i guess lol

TWILIGHT WAS AMAZING!

Yep it was i loved it!!! Its not like the book but hey no movie is like the book lol. I had so much Friday night. And then the next day i saw the movie with my mom. So i saw the movie twice in less then 12 hours lol. AHH i want to see it again too. And they are making the other books into movies yay. Its going to be great!

Heres some pictures! The first is me Hollie and Katie having fun and then me and Daniel waiting in the theatre for the movie to start!

So you can see how cute!

so you can see how cute they are! i love them