Sorry

sorry about earlier my drugs were really working lol. Anyways I remembered what I was going to say. I was going to tell you why Riley died. They said his umbical cord was tangled so he wasnt getting the things he needed and so he died. So it was nothing we have to worry about happening again well it can but its not like anything gentic and it was nothing we did. Well I have to go to the doctor tommorow to see if all the placenta is out. Please pray it is cause I dont want him scraping in there again. Anyways I bet go eat and take a nap Im really tired

A hard time.

I just wanted to let you all know that I lost my baby. On Friday I started bleeding and we rushed to the ER. There we found out that he was gone and has been gone for awhile. Probably like a week and a half cause I had a doctors appointment 2 weeks ago. Anyways they admitted me. I had to deliver him like I really was having him. The pain wasn't to bad. I was to scared to get an epidural. So every hour they would come give me some medicine in my IV. Riley Lynn Peterson was born at 5:38 am on Nov 29 2008. He weight 2 ounces and was 4 inches long. I did not see him. But they took pictures and gave us the film and we can develop them if we want which we might do. I think I can handle that I just don't think I can handle seeing him in real life. So the birth wasn't bad he just came out. He was still in his sack so I kind of felt like a cat or dog lol. Well I was fine until the doctor came in and he had to get the placenta out. OMG! That hurt so bad. I wish I had the epidural then. I think if I could handle that without any medicine really I can handle the epidural next time lol. So after that I was ok except I went to the bath room after and I guess I was about to pass out I dont know but alot of people came in then and they had to help me alot. Then they layed me down and I was out. I was so tired. But I came home yesterday. And Im ok just in pain but Im on loratabs so I feel ok right now lol. Im not sure what else I was going to say the drugs are starting to work so I will talk to you later. Thank you all for you love and support and prayers.

Fun Stuff.

So Wednesday we got our new car :D. Im so happy and I love it. Yay and thats about all I did Wednesday. With interest and stuff we pay the bank about 17,ooo which isnt too bad.
Thursday of course was Thanksgiving. We help Colette and Daryl sit up tables and chairs. Then came home and got ready. At 12 we went back to the church to eat. It was the Peterson side this year. It was alot of fun. The only sad part was Grandma Peterson wasnt there. She wasnt feeling to good. I hope she gets better soon. I would really like her to see my baby. Anyways off bad news back to Thanksgiving. So we ate some really good food there. But then we had to leave to go to ky family. I wish we could of stayed longer and played games but my family was waiting. So we went to Grams and to my surprise my Uncle Shane and Aunt Martha was there :) with there 3 kids James, Chandler and Tea. My grandma said they werent coming but I guess they tricked us all lol. I had lot of fun with them. I just wish my brother was there though. It was his dads year so he had to go with them :(. Other then that my Thanksgiving was great. Im so very thankful for all the many blessings the Lord gives me in my life :)
Today I woke up about 430. Yes I went shopping for my first year lol. I went to Staples with my mom to get me a camera. (my Christmas present from Daniel lol) I figured oh no one is going to think of Staples. Man was I wrong! But it wasnt that bad. I mean lots of people but I went in said I want this camera they said its at the cash register and then I waited in line for an hour. That was the worst part. Then we went to the mall. That wasnt to bad either. I got me 2 pairs of shoes, a dress, 2 outfits of Aiden, a cd for Daniel and a Twilight jewerly box for me. I got all that stuff and my camera for about $340. I dont think that to bad. Well were about to go play geocashing clue. Im going to take pictures on my camera so you can see too :)

yay!

we got the car!!! im so happy!! we are going in about 6 to get it yay. New fun car :D

car update

So since Daniel has very little credit and mine is all screwed up (long story) we cant get that car unless we have a cosigner. And I no one wanted to do it which i understand I dont think I would do it for anyone either cause thats a scary thing. Well my mom said i should ask Grams (great grandma) So i did and bless her heart my 73 year old great grandma is going to try to co sign with us. We just sent her stuff in and hopefuly she quailfies so we can get that car so please if you can keep us in your prayers. We need this car so Daniel has a way to work and plus i really really dont want to go other places cause car shopping isnt fun lol thanks

this is the car isnt it pretty :D

Laugh of the day!

ok do you see the measuring tape that starts on the table and goes all the way across the table and pass the chair on to the ground. Yeah some how Dexter did that and i dont know how. But i cant stop laughing about it lol. I know it was him and not Tigger cause Dexter likes to get into stuff and hes likes to drag stuff around so im sure its him. I just think its really funny lol

dont ask me why

describe is highlight in that last blog i have no idea.

wonderful day!

not really lol. So I woke not feeling to good. which always sucks. So at 7 I tried to go back to sleep to see if maybe i would feel better with a little more sleep.Well I got woke up about 9 to Daniel coming in thru the bedroom door. This is the 2nd time it has happened this week. Yesterday cause he went to leave and the check engine light came on and was blinking. Which i guess with cars are bad I have no idea Im not very good with cars. So anyways when he came in this morning I didnt even know what to think so I asked "Did you get fired." Which thank goodness the answer was no! But what did happen was our car died on the freeway on his way to work. Not even 2 blocks from where he just filled the tank. His parents had to go tow the car home. Because the motor is shot in our car :(. It was a 98 Chevey Malibu and we have had it since we have got married (2 years) But it hasnt been doing to good for awhile. So Daniel said its just going to be better if we take it to the junk yard. So now we have to buy a car. Which kind of sucks cause we are already living at my in laws so we can save money and now we have to have a car payment. But its ok we make ok money we should be ok. So we went to the Saturn dealership cause i love saturns. My grandma has had them for around 10 years and i think they are wonderful cars. Well we talked to a really nice guy. And we are hopefully getting a 05 saturn vue is there SUV so more room for stuff and it has about 40,000 miles which they said was good for a car thats 4 years old. Once again im not very good with cars lol. Its what they call Dragonfly for the color its kind of like a blue green its hard to describe but its way pretty! And it 10,991 so not bad well thats what they tell me. All were waiting for is to see what the bank says and come go back later tonight. So I hope everything goes good there. Ill let you all know and Ill take pictures and put them up soon. So this post is so long. Oh by the way Daniel finally went back to work about Noon. Thank goodness hes parents let him barrow their car since he works in Brigham. And i dont even want to think how long he will be there tomorrow to make up hours. Anyways thanks for listening to my huge story

not much going on.

But I felt like writing anyways. Not alot has been going on. Ive been really moody lately and I dont feel like being around tons of people. Plus im trying to figure out why people hate me for no reason. Ive been crying about that alot. But Ill stop being all sad like. Im down to 191 pounds now. I have lost 16 pounds since ive got pregnant. To me i think thats a bad think but no one else thinks it is and it makes my dotor happy. Its probably cause I dont eat as much crap and I dont drink as much soda as i use too. So i guess it is a good thing and im pretty sure ill gain some weight sooner or later. Well im going to go and clean downstairs cause I was suppose to do that awhile ago lol. And then go get some cream cheese to make my cheese cake for Thanksgiving. So talk to you all later and sorry this blog sounds depressing just another mood swing i guess lol

TWILIGHT WAS AMAZING!

Yep it was i loved it!!! Its not like the book but hey no movie is like the book lol. I had so much Friday night. And then the next day i saw the movie with my mom. So i saw the movie twice in less then 12 hours lol. AHH i want to see it again too. And they are making the other books into movies yay. Its going to be great!

Heres some pictures! The first is me Hollie and Katie having fun and then me and Daniel waiting in the theatre for the movie to start!

So you can see how cute!

so you can see how cute they are! i love them

YIPPY!

yay i got my nails done. They are so cute! They are a pink kind of like this maybe a little darker and glittery. And on my ring fingers I have blue stars. Cute I know lol. The girl that did them was her first time doing mine cause the girl I use to go to had drug problems or something so yeah lol. She did a good job. She accidently burned me with the drimal and made me bleed a little but she was in a hurry so thats ok. I'll live lol.
I went and turned in the keys to the apartment. Finally we are out of there. I hated that place. I turned in the door knob with it cause it was broken and they never fixed it. It was like that for like 2 months. I thought that was pretty funny.
So tonights the big night. I finally get to see Twilight. I'm so happy!!! AHH! I just know its going to be great! Its going to be so much fun!
Well I better go and turn the power off in the apartment and do some cleaning. So talk to you all later.

Superior Scibbler Award

Kaleena on of the best people in the world in my opinion. Tagged me with this thing. She said lots of great stuff about me. Which really made me smile :D. I think Ka is just great. I love hanging out with her and being around her. When we are together we always have a great time.

Now im suppose to tag 5 people and ill try my best cause i dont know if i know 5 and i dont know if they will do it also. But hey i can try right lol.

Olivia is just wonderful. She has been my best friend now for 4-5 years. We have tons of great memories together. Sure we get on each ours nerves alot we still love each other like sisters. She helps me through almost all my problems. I can tell her anything and no that she wont tell anyone.

Ali is great. Shes always there when you need her. And she is a great mom. I love hanging out with her and we have such wonderful times.

Brit is amazing. We dont talk as much for some reason. But we always have great times together. She just makes me laugh at the things she says sometimes. I mean shes not blonde but she acts like it sometimes and its great.

Tia is wonderful. I have never met her before but shes always leaving comments on my blog and I really appreciate it. From what Ive heard from Ka is an amazing person with a great spirit and I cant wait till i met her one day.

Jenn is fabulous. She is a great sister in law. And its so much fun to be around her. She is always asking me how I am and when she does it always makes me smile. She is just great and I love that Im in her family.

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Im not sure how....

Ka tagged me on something on her blog and im not sure how to do it on here but as soon as i do ill put it up lol.

Silly Tigger

this is an old video of Tig and i just found it and thought it was hilarious!

WAY HAPPY!

Got my Twilight tickets and my VIP pass today and I didnt get to pick out my seats but I got really good seats we seat on row S and it goes to row U so there is only four rows behind us! AHHHHHHHHHHHH I cant wait till Thursday, just thought I should tell you.

Nothing new!

Nothing has happened lately, but i felt like writing anyways. I got shot in the eye with shaving cream yesterday it hurt really bad lol. I guess me and Daniel should goof around in the bath tub lol.

Im going to get my twilight prom tickets today yay im so excited. I had to pay 90 bucks for me and Daniel to go. But we get to go to the midnight premiere and get dinner and its a dance and a bunch of stuff and were going with Hollie and Katie lol. I swear Daniel is going to be the only straight guy there but he wants to go just as much as i do lol.

And Thursday i get my nails done yay!!! i love getting my nails done. I havent had them for months yay. So Thursday is going to be a GREAT day lol.

Other then that nothing reall has been going on except the other day i went out with Ka and Colette and Ka made me take a picture with Santa and Ms. Clause that was wandering around Wal Mart for some reason. But he wasnt a very nice Santa. He had a basket full of candy canes and he didnt give us one jerk! lol well heres the picture ( dont laugh i looked horrible that day lol)

Oh i forgot me and Livi my best friend went shopping on Saturday. It was fun except that we shopped for 3 hours and i was dying so we went to Wal Mart after wards and i rode on an electric cart cause my feet hurt. It was great.

And oh and Saturday we got all of our stuff out of the apartment except a load that has to come here and we have to vacuum and clean carpets. Well i better go cause this is a WAY long blog for no reason and i have to go clean the basement so i will talk to you all later bye!

Update on baby!

i was just letting you all know that doctor said that its an 80% chance its a boy! So thats what we are pretty sure it is :D and i dont have any ultrasound pictures this time cause i only got one and its not of his face lol so i figured i wouldnt put it up and i have to go back in three weeks cause its saying my due date is now may 16th and thats 6 days later then last time so she wants to measure him again and make sure hes growing like he should be so yeah thats about it! thanks for reading this and your concern :D

Like i promised

me and abby (abby cadabby)
me, morgan (dead cheerleader) and stine ( a baby)

me and my sisters in laws! ( i love tonis face lol)

my mad scientist!

me and my "creator" lol

me daniels experiment!

Like I promised Halloween pictures I hope you all enjoy them!

Halloween!

I'll put pictures and stuff up as soon as a certain someone *cough ali cough* puts up hers so I can put all of them up at once lol. Anyways since im typing i guess i can tell you wants going on in our lifes. Nothing lol were boring. We Are still trying to move which hasnt happened yet but will. Ive been pretty sick for the last week but today i feel GREAT! im pretty excited about it! But yep thats it lol and halloween pictures will be up soon!