Day 4: Something you have to forgive someone for.

To be honest I do not think I have to forgive anyone for anything. I am a usually forgiving person when it comes to other people, just not about myself. The only thing I can think of is my real father. My whole life I have probably seen him 4 times. He would see his other kids but never me. Well about 2 1/2 years ago he died. I am never going to get to know him, hes never going to get to know my kids. Even though I am sure if he was alive he wouldn't know my kids any ways. I just need to forgive him more then I have for not being around. At least I always had some great men in my life growing up and at least one of them stayed around.