Sorry

sorry about earlier my drugs were really working lol. Anyways I remembered what I was going to say. I was going to tell you why Riley died. They said his umbical cord was tangled so he wasnt getting the things he needed and so he died. So it was nothing we have to worry about happening again well it can but its not like anything gentic and it was nothing we did. Well I have to go to the doctor tommorow to see if all the placenta is out. Please pray it is cause I dont want him scraping in there again. Anyways I bet go eat and take a nap Im really tired

A hard time.

I just wanted to let you all know that I lost my baby. On Friday I started bleeding and we rushed to the ER. There we found out that he was gone and has been gone for awhile. Probably like a week and a half cause I had a doctors appointment 2 weeks ago. Anyways they admitted me. I had to deliver him like I really was having him. The pain wasn't to bad. I was to scared to get an epidural. So every hour they would come give me some medicine in my IV. Riley Lynn Peterson was born at 5:38 am on Nov 29 2008. He weight 2 ounces and was 4 inches long. I did not see him. But they took pictures and gave us the film and we can develop them if we want which we might do. I think I can handle that I just don't think I can handle seeing him in real life. So the birth wasn't bad he just came out. He was still in his sack so I kind of felt like a cat or dog lol. Well I was fine until the doctor came in and he had to get the placenta out. OMG! That hurt so bad. I wish I had the epidural then. I think if I could handle that without any medicine really I can handle the epidural next time lol. So after that I was ok except I went to the bath room after and I guess I was about to pass out I dont know but alot of people came in then and they had to help me alot. Then they layed me down and I was out. I was so tired. But I came home yesterday. And Im ok just in pain but Im on loratabs so I feel ok right now lol. Im not sure what else I was going to say the drugs are starting to work so I will talk to you later. Thank you all for you love and support and prayers.

Fun Stuff.

So Wednesday we got our new car :D. Im so happy and I love it. Yay and thats about all I did Wednesday. With interest and stuff we pay the bank about 17,ooo which isnt too bad.
Thursday of course was Thanksgiving. We help Colette and Daryl sit up tables and chairs. Then came home and got ready. At 12 we went back to the church to eat. It was the Peterson side this year. It was alot of fun. The only sad part was Grandma Peterson wasnt there. She wasnt feeling to good. I hope she gets better soon. I would really like her to see my baby. Anyways off bad news back to Thanksgiving. So we ate some really good food there. But then we had to leave to go to ky family. I wish we could of stayed longer and played games but my family was waiting. So we went to Grams and to my surprise my Uncle Shane and Aunt Martha was there :) with there 3 kids James, Chandler and Tea. My grandma said they werent coming but I guess they tricked us all lol. I had lot of fun with them. I just wish my brother was there though. It was his dads year so he had to go with them :(. Other then that my Thanksgiving was great. Im so very thankful for all the many blessings the Lord gives me in my life :)
Today I woke up about 430. Yes I went shopping for my first year lol. I went to Staples with my mom to get me a camera. (my Christmas present from Daniel lol) I figured oh no one is going to think of Staples. Man was I wrong! But it wasnt that bad. I mean lots of people but I went in said I want this camera they said its at the cash register and then I waited in line for an hour. That was the worst part. Then we went to the mall. That wasnt to bad either. I got me 2 pairs of shoes, a dress, 2 outfits of Aiden, a cd for Daniel and a Twilight jewerly box for me. I got all that stuff and my camera for about $340. I dont think that to bad. Well were about to go play geocashing clue. Im going to take pictures on my camera so you can see too :)

yay!

we got the car!!! im so happy!! we are going in about 6 to get it yay. New fun car :D

car update

So since Daniel has very little credit and mine is all screwed up (long story) we cant get that car unless we have a cosigner. And I no one wanted to do it which i understand I dont think I would do it for anyone either cause thats a scary thing. Well my mom said i should ask Grams (great grandma) So i did and bless her heart my 73 year old great grandma is going to try to co sign with us. We just sent her stuff in and hopefuly she quailfies so we can get that car so please if you can keep us in your prayers. We need this car so Daniel has a way to work and plus i really really dont want to go other places cause car shopping isnt fun lol thanks

this is the car isnt it pretty :D

Laugh of the day!

ok do you see the measuring tape that starts on the table and goes all the way across the table and pass the chair on to the ground. Yeah some how Dexter did that and i dont know how. But i cant stop laughing about it lol. I know it was him and not Tigger cause Dexter likes to get into stuff and hes likes to drag stuff around so im sure its him. I just think its really funny lol

dont ask me why

describe is highlight in that last blog i have no idea.