Pregnancy

Once again I am going to use my blogger to rant. I am just having such a hard time. Don't get me wrong I am grateful I am pregnant and that I am able to have children. I know there are so many out there that wish they could do this but can't and that makes me super sad. I am also thankful that my baby is healthy and I have a wonderful support system. I just don't get why I have to have such a hard time. With Caitlynn I was sick almost until the very end and that was awful. With this pregnancy I wasn't sick really at all and I thought hey this is going to be easy. Well its not. For some reason my body is having a hard time. Its in constant pain and can barley walk. This baby likes to lay super low which is a whole different experience that hurts more then words can say. I have two more months left and I am already bigger then I was with Caitlynn, not sure how I am going to stretch anymore, and not sure how I am going to keep moving. I know I shouldn't whine and complain its just so hard. I wish the next two months will come by fast because I am done but I know its important for her to stay in as long as possible and that is what I am going to do. OK thanks for letting me rant. I know I shouldn't and its annoying, but thanks for listening anyways.