Monday, August 3, 2009

No One Ever Said It Was Going To Be Easy.

I guess the expression goes when it rains it pours lol. Well thats how I feel most of the time. As most of you know Ive havent had the best time with this pregnancy from horrible morning sickness to horrible pain. Well Saturday I got the nerve to go up to the hospital again because I had pains that werent going away they were just constant. I didnt want to but I just kept having this feeling like I should and it had been that way for days so I decided why not. Well I went up to birth and deliver cause every time I go to the ER first they send me to birth and delivery. Well it took them forever to get me in room, finally when I got in a room I was there maybe 20 mins and they send me to the ER, I guess Ill never get it right. Well after a few hours in the ER they said all my blood test were normal so I thought oh great Im just crazy like usual but the doctor said he was going to do a ultrasound test to look for gallstones. Well I guess Im not crazy I had a gallstone. He only saw one and its not very big but its there and it is causing pain. They told me there is nothing they can do for me cause it requires surgery to get them out. So in October after Caitlynn comes I might have to have surgery, depends on if they get worse or just go away. Ok they dont go away they just arent active. Im waiting now to see what my doctor says. Im probably just going to get the same thing the ER doc told me dont eat alot of fatty greasy foods dont eat large meals blah blah you know the stuff thats not fun lol.
I also want to apologize that I have been really negative lately. Im really trying to be in a good mood but it doesnt seem to work. All I need to do now is remember that the Lord does love me and its watching out for me and that I have many blessing in my life. It just gets hard sometimes. But just a few more weeks and this will all be over with. Then I guess comes the real trials right lol

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